Guardian Angel Gained

Not sure how to handle things, so for now I’ll just write

You’re gone before I could meet you and that doesn't seem right

But, God has a plan that I can’t see with my limited sight

And He thought it best that your little soul take flight

Now I’m hurting real bad, but soon will be alright

Will cry a few more tears, and have another sleepless night

With help from our family, I’ll hold my head upright

I’m stronger than I think and will carry on in spite

What started as sadness and terrible fright

Is beginning to get easier and a little more bright

For now, our family plans we’ll have to rewrite

And pray that the Lord answers another baby invite

I’ll see you again, can’t wait for the sight 

I bet your little wings are adorable, fluffy and white

Until then, you’ll shine as my bright inner light

Your sisters will feel you when I hold them tight

I’ll think of you and smile whenever I fly a kite

Place a hand over my lips when watching fireworks at night

Sit at the Thanksgiving dinner that will never be quite right

I’ll always remember you, never out of mind out of sight

So, wherever you are in heaven tonight

Eat all of your peas, and please be polite

Keep your wings very fluffy and your halo bright

Be the voice that reminds your sisters to act right

Help daddy protect us and hold him tight

And always be mommy’s little beam of light